Sunday, April 10, 2011

Im Back

Yep...I am back.  Technically I never left but I haven't blogged in a long time either.  I can give you a million reasons why I haven't posted and they are good reasons: my daughter is teething, we photographed our first wedding, and then of course there is the best reason of all "LIFE."  You know life.  The one we lead everyday that includes such tasks as dishes, laundry, grocery shopping, etc! The list of excuses really could go on forever but I think if I really analyze it, I would admit that I stopped blogging because of insecurity.  Insecurity of being vulnerable.  The act of putting yourself out there and open to criticism.  I know most of you are shouting at me "criticism makes you stronger."  And yes I believe that it can and it does but when I write I put myself out there. And that is scary. Flat out.  It just is. I admit I don't have thick skin.  Never have.  I am trying to grow some but at the moment all my mad science experiments have failed and my skin remains thin.  If anyone knows a special recipe please pass it my way.